It has been a while.

Well I started this post a while back when I had to deal with the country house and now that I finally have a chance in writing on this blog a lot of things have happend. It has been a while but I decided to write something. Well I am starting to write a few things that I had a great deal to talk about. I am writing that I have internet access for a short period of time. I do know that writing has made me more aware of my surroundings and that I am stuck without internet due to a lack of modem. I am borrowing the modem from the free service I got from mom and dad and well I am enjoying the free time on this modem.

Well I was thinking of writing about my meditation which I had a hard time writing about because I was rarely doing it. Until today, when I resumed doing it. I wanted to spend time with Amy this week and it seems like she is always busy and I am stuck by myself. I feel really depressed that I can't spend time with her.

This weekend is supposed to be fun, but I just don't know what I going to do. I thought maybe if I hung out with Bjorn this weekend I would be unbored. But of course he is sick and Michael doesn't answer my calls. I am trying to figure out what can I do. I hate that I get to stuck being home. If I was stuck in a home I would be bored and really depressed. If I stayed at home it would be cheaper then going out. So its a win lose situation.

I finished watching Bring It On Again, the sequel to the Kirsten Dunst Eliza Dushku film that really isn't a sequel and was well so- so as a film. The only reason it was labled a sequel was that it had a cheerleading theme. Trust me, the only good reason the film was made was to cash on the popularity of Cheerleaders and film. The film was stupid but had a really sexy cast as cheerleaders and the renegade cheerleading team. My favorite character of Bring It On Again was the drama queen who was always depressed named Penolope. She was a cute redhead and the movie was well terrible. I thought Bring It On (the first one was bad) but it had Eliza so I had to give it some good marks. I love Eliza Dushku she looks a hell of a lot like Shan so I am always stunned when I see her. Eliza Dushku seems like a normal hot chick who wouldn't mind being with a writer thats me. I am just joking Alan if you are reading this blog again. that Eliza Dushku would go out with a schmoe like me. Its just a thought.

I am to write more another day.