Just a Terrible Thought

You know what I thought Mark Russell looks like my dad. Yeah the Comedian with the piano and the political savy wit is basically a 65 year old version of my dad. I am telling you you put a picture of my dad and Mark Russell in the same photo and you can't tell who which is which. Even I can't tell. now I just got to find a picture of my dad. So I can find a picture of my dad So I can so you the comparism.

Even My Dreams Can't Be Stoned

Thoughts are great to share and they are plentiful. I had the ideal of my wedding earlier and what it would be like. But I am also thinking of today how bored I am now. I am really bored today. I have nothing to do today. I am so tired but I can't sleep. My muscles aren't killing me as much as before. I am trying to think what to write about.

The weather outside is hot and I had can't go outside which sucks. Speaking of going outside, there is a heron waiting outside the door. Its a pretty bird but kind of freaky just standing there. I am wondering what is it doing there standing waiting for something. Its like its waiting inline for something. I like the bird. The bird gives character but I hope it does fly away. So he can be with his or her family.

Well aside from the bird. I am still trying to figure out what to do tonight. I am trying to scream. I hate feeling cooped up but I have to figure out what to do. I know what to do I have to clean the bathroom and the den. So I can get paid. I will ask mom so she can pay for my razors blades and my deorderant pay me back. I am also planning on stopping as of two o'clock today today of stopping smoking for the second time.
This time I am serious. I have to quit for the sake for Montreal and to save my money.

Awwww!

I WANNA GET MARRIED

ok this is settles it. I am going to get married in ten years. I am planning to get married when I before I turn 35. OK I am sick of being single for the last 8 years and I am sick that I am not getting unlucky in love and so I want to get married. I am going to getmarried. I am going to find the future Mrs.Collins in the next 10 years. The woman will be an ideal woman who enjoys music, poetry my writing, art, my upbeat having fun, enjoys partying drinking, clubbing. I want to get married damn it its so sad that I am so single.

Here are a few places are Ideal places of getting married.

1) Pierre and Rejean Chalet (small private wooded area and no cameras and intimate and on the lake)

2) Ste Collette Church in Montreal (the Catholic Church I had my first communion and baptism)

3) The Palms Las Vegas Nevada (hey a Vegas Wedding I just gotta thinking about it)


ok.
so I have my top 3 places of where I would have my wedding. Now I just got to have to find the bride.

ok so I also figured that if I am going to get married, I am going to get married I am going to have either a big wedding or a small wedding. I don't want a big church wedding. With everyone there just a few friends and my family mom and dad. I already have my best man in line, Michael or Bjorn. The wedding will be also a catered affair.

I also want to have good food. I want Turtle Soup (providing the bride's conscent) clam chowder if we are in Canada) Oyster bisque. We will have Beef Wellington, Chicken ala king. Two cakes, One Chocolate Doberge and one traditional.

Also regarding alcohol. We will have an open bar. I want to have a keg at the bar as well as have an open bar. Simple but we'll played out. Hopefully it will work . I want to find a bride eventualy by 10 years.


I hope that I find one by the time I become independent. First by finding a publisher, then living on my own and paying my own bills. I hope I can do this by the next 5 years.