From Out of Here file

You know something. I don't care anymore. I am all alone and its almost the X-mas holidays. I am at the point where I am too angry to give a flying rats ass if I am alone. I wanted a girlfriend for X-mas now I just want to be with those who really love me. First off, I have and off and on again relationship with women and right now I feel that all they are used for is to leeches, taking advantages of poor saps like myself. I mean at this moment ,someone is getting laid. I know how candid or frank I am but you know what screw this. I am pissed.I wanted to see my "supposed" girlfriend today,but she of course comes up with the same excuses over and over again. I am fed up with those who want to be my girlfriend whenever the hell its convient for them.Well I mean,why do they do that? I mean is it instructed in their DNA. I mean when Drs Frick and the other Doctor guy,sorry I am too pissed off to remember his name,discovered the DNA thread, did they fail to mention that women,ok not all but those who I have been with are evil and find that taking advantage of a sweet guy like me does have some reprecussions.


Alright, again, here is another thing. I am so Sorry for not writing over the last 9 months. I have been working like a mad man trying to get my book settled now that it is settled I will stop and relax and write somemore. It isn't that I have neglected you or anything like that it is that I have been so busy that I haven't done anything productive.