Well I went to the airport this morning, Mom is official off for her trip to France. I hope she has a wonderful time though its going to be mostly business but she is going with Grandmaman. My muscles feel kind of ok today. I feel like some days I feel as if I have Lou Gerihgs Disease's or ALS. I mean I have the twitching and the pains in the legs and muscles but thats mostly from the Lupus. I know its not ALS,thank goodness.
Well, I am woke up at 5:30 this morning and went and I am not really tired just sore. I went to bed again and woke up an hour later so I feel fine. Dad is sleeping on the couch. I finally found out the name of the damn scary puppet that gave me nightmares when I was a child. There was a this puppet and this guy with a southern accent who was the straight man and the puppet was the comedian and she was british and she told these really terrible jokes and she just scared the hell out of me. I remember Family Guy doing a parody of it, Peter Griffin and Madam but I didn't remember who was the straight man or the puppet. I just remember the scary puppet. It was Madam and Wayland Flowers.
I don't know why, that big drunken nose and her bobbly head I guess. But I guess when you get older you can laugh at stuff you were afraid of before. But I am still afraid of somethings,but I guess I shouldn't be afraid of Madam again. I am afraid of falling and some heights. I can be on top of high rise and look down but i can't look down twice without having vertigo. I am also afraid of violence or really loud noise.
Well I was watching The Rolling Stones on the Today Show and my god they are so cool but they are freaky looking. Keith Richards reminds me of what I am going to loo like when I am 60 if I did heroin. Hell Keith Richards is still the coolest guy in the world and Mick Jagger is the guy I would love to rock with. I mean I wish I was skinny as them,but Charlie Watt reminds me of one of those Edvard Munch paintings you know "The Scream" still a great musician but so pale. I would love and I know tickets are possibly sold out but I would sell a whole lot my stuff just to get tickets to the see the Stones, but I don't know who I would go with, who actually likes the Stones. I know, it with my luck it would be a day Dad had to work, so I couldn't ask him. Bjorn maybe ,but he isn't a fan. Michael he saw them before but isn't a big fan. Hmm! I can ask Melissa or call a friend.
Well I feel like I am feeling as if I am crying and its weird my arms feel numb and I am tired. I just took my meds and I feel really peppy but at the same time I feel drained. Like I just cried or something. I am trying to figure out what to do today. I have written how I feel and maybe I will write a few e-mails. Maybe, I should do what I did yesterday and not eat till late at night and purge. I know thats not a good idea but I have lost some more of my weight. I figured I have lost some of my weight which is healthy but I got to find a way to be healthy and concern but I have to figure a way to lose the gut and I am trying a way to do it without killing myself and hurting myself by doing excerise. I can't walk because of the Sun, I want to try some excerise a way that won't kill me. I could stretch or at least do sit ups.
The Aprentice Update for This Week.
Well In a Final note for this morning, no Aprentice was Hired or Fired yesterday which really sucked but the projects that they worked on were pretty cool. I mean the Book Smarts had a really cool project hosting the World Video Game Championships and set up a boxing theme and they operated it smoothly eventhough they did have a few minor flaws having the dorky guy with glasses,Danny, who last time he did something with as project manager or anything with the team he made a total fiasco out of the whole ordeal. He tries to play the cool nerdy guy but infact he doesn't have a clue about being cool and yet he is smart, but the team did a good job with there project. Kendra really led the team and got the project to work smoothly.
However, the Street Smarts Team, it looked like a disaster from the get go. It looked like the team wouldn't cooperate with Tana, they were trying to fight each other and were upset that things weren't going well and people were running on there schedual on what they saw fit. They were doing a mini Olympics for a set up for the idea of the 2012 Olympics in New York. Tana had a the Governor of New York wait a while for a program and then the program had some faults and was poorly edited, even I would find that bad. Though it was Kristen's responsiblity to do to make correct the proofs and run them right, the leadership does fell behind. Also,when this is just a little Nit picking, but when they had the flags of nations they didn't have the American flag, which well if the United States isn't mentioned and well Donald Trump and the Governor are big Americans, they kind of see that as a big boo-boo. But I wouldn't count that against her. I just saw that the Street Smarts team didn't care when they left, they seemed like her Leadership was weaker and they didn't fall through.
At the boardroom, though the two were defending why they should get the job. Tana explained though she had many faults in her team, she struggled and they did work and accomplished to get the job done right. Which she did. Also she explained that she is willing to fight and push harder to work and is a predetor and that she will do anything she needs to do to be the next aprentice. She explained the sacrfice she had to do,to work and raise a family, rather than finishing school.
Kendra. Well she said the same thing but she was saying that her education was essential for her to get the job. She also explained that her team worked together real well, even though she had a little trouble at first with Danny, but afterwards it ran smoothly. She appricated the service of the team work. She also explained why she should be an Apprentice.
So when I said yesterday I was pulling for both teams Donald Trump had a tough situation to deal with, one with a leader who had a team fall short of expectations and the other who worked hard on there goal and but at the end they both produced there goals really well. I liked each tasked and I knew I couldn't do it on my own as a Project manager or a helpful task. I would volunteer to help. I mean it looked tough for Tana to win if her team didn't like working for her and her crazy ideas and plans, but she did handle the boardroom calmly and she took guts when she was questioned about her faults.
Kendra, was emotional, but in a good way when she was describing how happy her team worked together and that they were better working together rather than competing against one another. She was tough on questions,that were posed on her when asked about leadership, even though she had more wins than Tana.
So I wouldn't be surprise if she became the winner.
But I am not going to say she is the clear Winner. Because here is the funny thing at the end of the show last night they called in the exs back in and next Thursday we will hear what they say and that will determine who will be the next Apprentice.
I did like seeing that Erin was back on TV even though we saw her for a few seconds. In the episode what I thought was halarious was Donald Trump playing Video Games. I mean I wonder if he plays them at Trump Towers with George. He seemed like he was too focused on the game. I doubt it but it was funny seeing him play I just imagine him with one of those Big Gulps and plays Video Games. HAHA.
I am stretch a little and hopefully I can feel my muscles and then write my e-mails. Well I have a bit of a back pain but I will move on. Hopefully I can go out tonight. Which I have been stuck inside all week and I want to go out. Hopefully my muscles will let me go. Alright, I am going to write some more later on tonight.
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