Thoughts are great to share and they are plentiful. I had the ideal of my wedding earlier and what it would be like. But I am also thinking of today how bored I am now. I am really bored today. I have nothing to do today. I am so tired but I can't sleep. My muscles aren't killing me as much as before. I am trying to think what to write about.
The weather outside is hot and I had can't go outside which sucks. Speaking of going outside, there is a heron waiting outside the door. Its a pretty bird but kind of freaky just standing there. I am wondering what is it doing there standing waiting for something. Its like its waiting inline for something. I like the bird. The bird gives character but I hope it does fly away. So he can be with his or her family.
Well aside from the bird. I am still trying to figure out what to do tonight. I am trying to scream. I hate feeling cooped up but I have to figure out what to do. I know what to do I have to clean the bathroom and the den. So I can get paid. I will ask mom so she can pay for my razors blades and my deorderant pay me back. I am also planning on stopping as of two o'clock today today of stopping smoking for the second time.
This time I am serious. I have to quit for the sake for Montreal and to save my money.