Wednesday, June 22, 2005

So many freaking emotions are piled high

Wow! I got the conclusion done with my book. I have been working so hard on keeping my book so well preserved and well kept in writing that I have totally lost track of how long I have been working on. So its done. I feel happy I feel a bit disappointed I just don't know how to feel. I mean what a relief to get the final chapter of my book out of my chest. I am so releaved its like a weight off my shoulder.

I am in a pretty good mood right now keeping myself in high spirits and not going to do anything to jinx it. I know I am going to possibly be feeling the terriblness later but for now I am excited. Its such a rush for finishing a hard working task as my book. I finshed my first book before I turned 25 woohoo. I am so excited. I am thinking I am going to do some more changes later on but for now I am leaving as is.

My muscles still feel funny, but now I feel rejoyful. What I think is funny is when I was a senior, the same week we had to write our graduation speech, we had to write a list of things of things we wanted to do before we turned 25. One of the things on my list was finish a novel and well I did that.
Top 15 things I want to do before turning 25 that I would like to do. some I have accomplished.
15) Join a Student Activist group
14) Visit Death Row to talk with immates
13) Be on the radio
12) Be in a student organized protest.
11) Write a novel
10) have a steady girlfriend
9) Read War & Peace
8) Get some of my work published
7) Have a beer at a hole in the wall bar
6) Sing Karoake
5) See the Red Sox win the World Series.
4) Go to Europe again
3) Backpack through Canada
2) Write a play
1) Win an Award

These are just a few things I wanted to do and what I have done before turning 25.

So far the novel is a greatest accomplish I have been pretty happy.

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So whats next for my agenda of doing things before I turn 25. I think I am going to scale a mountain or go on a farm. Either way it will be just another cake walk. I am pretty happy for today. I have a few things that I have done since I accomplished my book and now I am set to begin something new. I think starting next week I will work on a new book. Yea get my brain energize.

You know today was one of those days where I felt like I could do the Happy Dance and no one would stop me. Hehe I like the happy dance it always puts me in a better mood. By god am I so bored. Hehe. I called to see if Bjorn wanted to go out but once again I got his stupid voice mail. I hate those things. I mean they are such a pain in the ass and I hate the way my voice sounds on them. But I am going to see if Amy wants to celebrate with me. I am just so excited I finished my book. I am tired but happy. Happy Dance time. Hehe

I am right now listening to a midi version of Fat Boy Slim's Praise You. Its pretty good. Its helping me with my happy dance.

My feet are asleep and I am going to start my happy dance.