Wednesday, August 10, 2005

My Thoughts.

Hey readers
yesterday was my 25th birthday. It was a great birthday and I didn`t know how exciting it would be. I drove from Kingsbury back to Montreal. On my birthday I met Mary-Claire Blais and we discussed my book. She seemed really happy to hear what I have done to improve the quality of the book. She also discussed my poetry and she was saying she would like a copy of at least 15 pages of my poems and that she would pass them to a poet friend who does poetry in New York and he hosts a poetry r I ead in the city. That to me sounds exciting and would love to do it. First of all I would need the money to afford such a trip. Once I have the money. I h ave been excited that I can do poetry reading at a real poetry place rather than at Helios. My thoughts are filled with joy and excitement. Well I have been working harder to see what I can do to enjoy my stay while in Montreal.

I am heading back to Houston tomorrow an d I am excited. I miss my bed and my home. I miss especially mom and dad. They probably miss me too. The weather I am not really going to enjoy. I am stuck with the heat and I am worried I will get sick and possibly be to weak to anything. That is what I loved about the country, the weather was never so hot I would die.

Well since being back in Montreal I have been sweating and feeling really icky. I just don`t want to do that while I am back in Houston. I felt earlier that I was going to have a heart attack cause of the silly humidity. I am going to miss my quiet meditations on the Meditation Rock and the peacefulness of the river in Montreal. I am hopefully going to find a peaceful solution to my meditation once I am back in H-town. I am pretty excited of heading back home finally. I can have my answers of some of the things I wanted to know. I can finally feel the hugs of my parents. I can enjoy the quality time I have with them. I can tell them how much I missed them. I can finally be comforted by my bed.

I can continue to frequent my blog once I am home. Well I will write more about my trip once I am back.